Enlightenment
Expressions fail me as words will not suffice for you are, yes you are!
I see the world through a new light, I can feel the layers, I know they're there.
Always I have known and seen but not as clearly and as beautiful it would seem.
This feeling is a wonder and delight, I'm gaining knowledge with each stride.
I know I am where I should be and doing the things that I should do.
I thirst for the knowledge, I need to know.
(April 2002)
Twas thinking of thee
beauty tis thee in mine eyes
a wondrous being thou art
a movement in mine heart
heart string plunked soundly
harmony dancing across my soul
deep within tis a longing for more
enraptured consciousness
heart is playing happy tunes
there's the wind to hear them too
beauty tis thee in mine eyes
a wondrous being thou art
a movement in mine heart
heart string plunked soundly
harmony dancing across my soul
deep within tis a longing for more
a friendship wanted and needed more
searching and seeking it tis found
tis played its sweet sound in my soul
beauty tis thee in mine eyes
a wondrous being thou art
a movement in mine heart
heart string plunked soundly
harmony dancing across my soul
deep within tis a longing for more
in friendships song twas dealt to thee
friendship became knowest to me
happiness soaring striking true
beauty tis thee in mine eyes
a wondrous being thou art
a movement in mine heart
heart string plunked soundly
harmony dancing across my soul
deep within tis a longing for more
bewilderment maketh me quiver
dawning tis realizations sliver
knowing now mine heart does smile
beauty tis thee in mine eyes
a wondrous being thou art
a movement in mine heart
heart string plunked soundly
harmony dancing across my soul
deep within tis a longing for more
twas what felt twas my love
passions swell and rampant run
playing on friendships door
beauty tis thee in mine eyes
a wondrous being thou art
a movement in mine heart
heart string plunked soundly
harmony dancing across my soul
deep within tis a longing for more
tis my friend a forever song
the tune of our friendship going on
becoming part of earths sweet song
(May 2002)
Thoughts of mine
Thoughts of mine dwelling upon thee
Mine mind doest wander flitting from thought to thought
and there thou art found apparent in the fabric of mine dreams
Thoughts of mine dwelling upon thee
Mine eyes gaze upon the evening stars
and there thou art found gazing back at mine self
Thoughts of mine dwelling upon thee
Mine soul doest beseech the dark form of neighboring trees
and there thou art found waiting for mine attentions
Thoughts of mine dwelling upon thee
Mine heart doest lay in wait of tender affections
and there thou art found giving unto me that which is sought
Thoughts of mine dwelling upon thee
Mine being doest claim thee dearest and closest friend
and there thou art found indeed tis truth
(May 22, 2002)
Joy
Joyous revelry, together, souls touching, dancing, being.
Celebration, existence, spiritual presence, motion, feeling.
Souls embrace, energy flows, presence is, magick made.
Joyous revelry, together, souls touching, dancing, being.
(May 2002)
Eternal Trust
Souls snuggling, merging, mixing
Distance erased from existence
Passion flares deep within
Surging, seeping, simply being
Time changes, melting away
Power swells from the core
Building, growing, spilling forth
Bathing, cleansing, relaxing
Altered awareness, energy flowing
Together sharing, no closer feeling
No beginning, no end
Shapeless warmth, formless feeling
Friends forever, eternal trust
(June 2002)
trees whispering
the leaf tips glisten they shimmer quaking,
though no breeze there for the making,
hushed excitement inaudible sound
words in my mind abound they whisper the name,
yes he's the one, love and honor you have here,
be you he and he with you all is good
again they whisper on another day,
yet another name, in hushed and reverant tones
listen to us we'll lead you well
these are your friends ringing destiny's bell
(July 14, 2002)
tree talk
the leaves glisten and shimmer quaking
though no breeze there awaking
hushed excitement inaudible sound
words and images in my mind abound
ever present and all around
my lifes essence speaking to me
you're on the path of rightful choosing
let no one hinder you it's their losing
further down within the vision
thoughts and feelings find no collision
heart and soul are satisfied
mind and body gratified
you've got the one's that are so needed
moving down the path now seeded
growing further in souls way
is where you're headed and making way
the leaves set to rest they're quiet now
their story told from limb to bough
awaiting yet another day
another moment another say
(July 14, 2002)
treesong
trees whispering singing their sweet treesong in hushed tones
audible only in the souls way
trees telling of true love singing in treeesong
sharing feelings amongst themselves
smiling and singing upon the earth
in a softly muted discussion full of merriment and mirth
their leaves glitter in the sunlight dancing gently to their song
visible to those who know and care
trees whispering singing their sweet treesong in hushed tones
audible only in the souls way
trees touching you touching me
smiling upon us and making song knowing of how we long
(July 14, 2002)
thoughts
feelings sorted thru a sieve imparting partial truths to me
others waiting far behind eluding hiding in darkness sublime
all a part of what i am the book of me to which time writes
faces peering out from deep seeking askance from beyond
emotions fading in and out thumping round my head and heart
knowing lots but knowing little forgetting more than i've forgot
reaching out a hand to you feeling love and friendship too
trusting caring loving this the thought of one as sweet as you
guide me hold me take me there to the land of no more cares
where feelings feel the way they should and caring is a thing that's good
reading back through my life i hear a sound of resounding strife
it's gaining ground as we speak but then again maybe i'm just being weak
bucky up i hear it said that this is just to make it better
again i hear the sounds within telling me it's not just a whim
thoughts are swirling all around looking to land but finding no ground
it's coming soon i know not what but feel it i do and prepare i must
i thank the stars and the moon that i have found a friend such as you
someone to share and not to judge someone that sees me and not the lies
heartache and confusion thoughts in a whirl trampling normal down to the ground
pain bursting forth and aching forever releasing only in small little whispers
i suffer at the hand of the past wishing to bury it forever but sitting there staring aghast
wanting to ask for help to move on or to learn the lesson i seem for forget
unable to utter those words my friend you sit there and listen and care even yet
i thank you for being i thank you for caring i wish i could say all that i feel
all i can say is i'm sorry for sure all i can say is i'm sorry for sure
(July 27, 2002)
For you...
for you I watch the eerie light from electronic viewing screens at night
for you I think loving thoughts of anxious moments yet to come
for you I wish the best of life and all that those adventures to you bring
for you I know my heart does pound an extra measure an extra beat
for you I listen to the wind in hopes of hearing thy voice and thoughts
for you I plan and plot and plead to ensure your place at castle's gate
for you I see the future bold a treasure hidden but still foretold
for you I have a place you see beside me standing protecting me
for you I say are worthy found of being the first to be honor bound
for you I accept as friend and Knight to share with me your plight
for you ................
(July 29, 2002)
Ode to a Friend
Visions of memories spilled upon the shelf dusty,
musty, gaining age, desires poured but wasted on
deafened ears and hardened heart, him thinking it some
game could be played at his whim, discovering truths
about himself, seeing himself sitting on that shelf.
Desires different than reality brings wanting one but
having the other, seeking control but having none.
His life tis forfiet to his lies, the lies he tells
himself are truths. Jealous heart and prideful soul
wanting and expecting more than rightfully given. My
love, and friendship twas spent in frivolous folly
placing all in other's hands. Hurting one and hurting
all blaming fate for what befalls. Not taking counsel
in his lessons taught, knowing what is dealt is got.
Claims to be of eras past, near completion of his
path, but twas it so it twood seem arrogance like this
twood naught be. Pride tis said comes before a fall,
but as I see it pride builds the wall. Once such
friendship was building fast it twas slain with no
repast. Memories now spilled upon the shelf, aging
slowly as in visions past.
(August 9, 2002)
Empty Hearted
Empty hearted, panic stricken,
still you're fleeing from that which faces thee,
the fault tis mine I clearly see,
how could I expect thee to be like me,
honesty is the fault that's found and in trusting thee too far,
fault in believing in thee and fault in loving that which I found,
fault for giving you my all,
fault for giving you the truth.
Empty hearted, panic stricken,
still you're fleeing from that which faces thee,
mine friendship and love betrayed and thrown asunder,
apparently not cherished nor even wanted,
tis certainly the message thou hast given me,
mine heart rebels at feeling the loss,
a lesson learned at heavy cost.
Empty hearted, panic stricken,
still you're fleeing from that which faces thee,
in thy evening of betrayal the universe provided me solice,
before I knew I was abandoned,
before I knew what was to befall,
contacts were made and friendships formed
softening the affects of thy promises broken,
even still they are drawn to me,
to guide and teach and comfort me.
Empty hearted, panic stricken,
still you're fleeing from that which faces thee,
thy friendship and love is no longer needed,
the connection we felt no longer wanted,
flee the truth, that thee will,
to deny thine actions is thine plight,
truth and honesty tis what's haunting thee,
till someday thee canst flee no further,
upon the day when it comes to pass, remember me,
I loved thee truly, I called you friend.
(August 26, 2002)
Frog
I once knew a frog,
distraught as she was,
forlorn and dismayed at the world,
heart broken, down trodden..
listened I to her tale of woe,
lighten her load, and wished her the world sweet,
I listened again and shared my heart...
a friend in the making is what I did start.
She smiled her sweet smile
and found just a spark to start a flame
that would some day burn bright.
You see her here now a beacon of light,
she shines her bright smile
and passes the legacy on to others she meets..
tis the story of my dear LadyA
(September 5, 2002)
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