The Shaumbra Symptoms Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity 1. Body aches and  pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This  is  the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed"  awakens  within. This too shall pass.   2. Feeling of  deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are  releasing  your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling  of  sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a  house where you  lived in for many, many years into a new house.  As much as you want to move into  the new house, there is a sadness  of leaving behind the memories, energy and  experiences of the  old house. This too shall pass.   3. Crying for no apparent  reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good and  healthy to let  the tears flow. It helps to release the old energy within. This  too shall pass.   4. Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change,  things around you will change  as well. Don't worry about finding the "perfect"  job or career  right now. This too shall pass. You're in transition and you may  make several job changes before you settle into one that fits  your passion.   5. Withdrawal from family relationships. You are connected to your  biological family via old karma. When  you get off the karmic cycle, the bonds of  the old relationships  are released. It will appear as though you are drifting  away from  your family and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of  time,  you may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate.  However, the  relationship will be based in the new energy without  the karmic  attachments.   6. Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken many nights  between 2:00 and 4:00  AM. There's a lot of work going on within you, and it  often causes  you to wake up for a "breather." Not to worry. If you can't go back  to sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed and worry  about humanly  things. This too shall pass.   7. Intense  dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase  dreams  or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the old energy within,  and  these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars, running  to escape and  boogiemen. This too shall pass.   8. Physical  disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded. You'll  be "spatially challenged" with the feeling like you can't put  two feet on the  ground, or that you're walking between two worlds.  As your consciousness  transitions into the new energy, your body  sometimes lags behind. Spend more time  in nature to help ground  the new energy within. This too shall pass.   9. Increased  "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your Self more  often. You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering away with  yourself for the  past 30 minutes. There is a new level of communication  taking place within your  being, and you're experiencing the tip  of the iceberg with the self talk. The  conversations will increase,  and they will become more fluid, more coherent and  more insightful.  You're not going crazy, you're just Shaumbra moving into the  new  energy.   10. Feelings of loneliness, even when in the  company of others. You may  feel alone and removed from others.  You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and  crowds. As Shaumbra,  you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As much as the  feelings  of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others  at  this time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with  the fact that  your Guides have departed. They have been with you  on all of your journeys in  all of your lifetimes. It was time  for them to back away so you could fill your  space with your own  divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be  filled  with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness.   11. Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned,  with little or  no desire to do anything. That's OK, and it's just  part of the process. Take  this time to "do no-thing." Don't fight  yourself on this, because this too shall  pass. It's similar to  rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief  period  of time in order to load the sophisticated new software, or in this  case,  the new Christ-seed energy.   12. A deep longing  to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and  challenging  of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming  desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a "suicidal"  feeling.  It is not based in anger or frustration. You don't want  to make a big deal of it  or cause drama for yourself or other.  There is a quiet part of you that wants to  go Home. The root cause  for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic  cycles.  You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready  to  begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. During  this transition  process, you have an inner remembrance of what  it is like to be on the other  side. Are you ready to enlist for  another tour of duty here on Earth? Are you  ready to take on the  challenges of moving into the New Energy? Yes, indeed you  could  go Home right now. But you've come this far, and after many, many  lifetimes it would be a shame to leave before the end of the movie.  Besides,  Spirit needs you here to help others transition into  the new energy. They will  need a human guide, just like you, who  has taken the journey from the old energy  into the new. The path  you're walking right now provides the experiences to  enable you  to become a Teacher of the New Divine Human. As lonely and dark  as  your journey can be at times, remember that you are never alone. We would love to hear your experiances...   (click to view our Awakening board)   (Copyright 2001by Geoffrey  Hoppe, Golden, CO.  Prepared in collaboration with Tobias of the  Crimson Circle. Please distribute  freely for non-commercial purposes.) Webpage created by Wendy