ALIEN ABDUCTIONS: PART ELEVEN.

Below is Sarah’s response:

I do not dream a lot, but when I do I am usually running away or hiding. I also dream that I can fly, and I have become very good at it - I enjoy these dreams. In another dream I was chased and cornered - whilst being chased I was very frightened but I was told I would not be harmed or hurt. Several beings were in the dream and I was aware they were different from us. I have never regarded these dreams as abductions or abduction attempts. One night I woke up and there were lights on the bedroom wall in the corner - no car lights could reach our bedroom walls. I looked for a few seconds and then my common sense told me to go back to sleep. I have no explanation as to what these lights were. I have also dreamed about a major catastrophe before it occurred.

Not quiet sure how to answer your question about me being aware of the abduction phenomenon during the time of the dream about the baby - incidentally the baby was extremely agile, more like a young animal would be than a human baby - but I will answer in two ways. Was I aware that people in America were claiming to have been abducted – yes. I have watched the X files. I had also heard about the abduction of Alan Godfrey (which was one of the reasons we decided not to report our sighting at the time), but I had no details of his abduction experience as I had no Internet at the time, or read anything about it.

I hope this answers your question. You have my permission to place a copy of my mail on your web site but please no names - I do not personally want to go public with this.

My partner is a quiet person, someone who only speaks when he has something relevant to say. He dislikes social occasions and is always at home evenings and weekends. If we go out socially we both bolt for home as quickly as possible. I am more communicative but I am not confident in groups until I am familiar with people, then I can be quite out spoken and defend my corner. We are not part of the sheep family and tend to go our own way. I am however having problems leaving my house, as it is my haven where no harm can come to me. I do not give in, and I force myself to do what has to be done - I also suffer from a lack of confidence. I usually am competent in most things I attempt, and I battle on with this as well as I know. My partner and I are open to new ideas; we both love the environment and believe it is being sadly abused.

We have four dogs, two sheep and two Arabian horses. We are both small with dark hair and are happier when in muddy Wellington boots. Oh, and my partner has eye brows that meet in the middle!. As a child I had vivid dreams where I visited my favorite childhood haunts. I had nightmares where I was chased - but this will happen to the majority of children. The out of body experience was a simple one. I was having a lie-in one morning - my partner had gone out earlier on an errand. In my dream I heard him return and I got up from the bed went down stairs and unlocked the door. I then managed to make it to the dining room table where I virtually collapsed. I was surprised when I heard a banging on the door and that I was still in bed. If it was astral travel, I certainly did not go very far - but I have a memory of struggling to return to my body. Yes there was water in the trough, can not remember how full, but I was very wet when I got out - even my hair, and I was also very cold. Hope I have answered all your questions as well and as honestly as I was able.

Sarah

Sarah’s personality traits fits exactly the psychological profile that I have found in many other abductees - I almost felt at times that Sarah was describing my personality rather than her own. This personality trait with abductees is not limited to just the outlook on life, but also with thoughts and feelings. For example, when speaking on the telephone with experiencers who wish to communicate their abduction accounts with me, it is not just the experiences that are familiar, but also their personality. This can be quite eerie at times, almost as if ‘we’ two individuals possessed the same ‘one’ personality.

The following communication came from a woman whom called herself ‘CelticWytche’ and who is a member of YARO (Yorkshire Abduction Research Organization), here is one of her experiences below:

Just curious to know if anyone experiences what I do. Looking online it seems that what I experience is sleep paralysis, but I think it is something more.... I'm just not sure what. There is neither rhyme nor reason as to when it happens to me... but seems to happen in cycles. I experience it each time I go to sleep for several days to weeks at a time, then periods of time where nothing happens. My typical experience is of first having the feeling that it's going to happen - even before I go to bed. A few years ago it was an ongoing thing - and I got to the point that I would stay up as long as I could just to avoid it. I'll try to describe it as best as I can, but still no words can really tell the experience well for me. I work night shift and typically go to bed late on my days off - I'm a night owl. Once I get to bed, almost immediately of my head hitting the pillow I start feeling very relaxed. I hear a very loud noise in my head - a humming buzzing electrical noise that pulses, it gets louder and louder and at the same time physically I feel as if my body is flying at warp speed. I see lights and swirling flashes of colour and can feel the speed at which I'm travelling, I guess similar to what it would feel if you had gotten sucked into a vortex. The sensations are overwhelming and so intense that I have often fought it. Sometimes I am able to pull out of it and wake up - but will immediately go right back in. During this time I am not able to move, I am trapped in my body. At various times I have felt as if I've floated out of my physical body. I have no recall what happens after this point. On several occasions I have also heard voices during this time, only once do I recall what was being said and it sounded like many different voices saying, "help us!" I could hear all the different voices as I flew passed them - sort of like if you were in a car travelling at a fast speed with the windows down, whilst people would be lined up along both sides of the street all yelling for help. This all happens spontaneously, I've never been able to make it happen.

CelticWytche

The above experiences are typical for abductees - or as I like to term them ‘Star Children’. CelticWytche’s interpretation of the many voices asking for help is interesting. Her describing them as if hearing them through the open window of a car whist speeding past them is fascinating also. My own niece once spoke to me of an experience she had whilst at home alone in bed. Her daughter was sleeping at her granny's at the time, and my niece being alone during the following experience made her very nervous. She spoke of lying in bed and of waking-up in the early hours of the morning - the light outside still being dark. She then heard a kind of rushing noise, and it seemed to be getting louder, as if it were approaching her at some great speed - either this noise was approaching her or she was approaching it. The noise as it came closer to my niece became more distinguishable - it took the resemblance of many voices, and they were ‘laughing’. The experience of my niece’s fits closely that of CelticWyche’s. My niece once heard a voice in her head, which said simply - "Be good." This phenomenon of the ‘many voices’ as been reported by many abductees, including one of my female cousins: she once reported to me that she used to hear many voices speaking at once, "As if I were in a room full of people!"

This aspect of the ‘many voices’ phenomenon in connection with alien abductees, brings me back to what I wrote earlier about the personality of abductees being so eerily similar - could the ‘many voices’ experience be connected to the personality clash of alien abductees? There could be many explanations for the ‘many voices’ phenomenon, but it is interesting when we compare this experiential aspect of the abductees with that of the reported nature of the Greys. The Greys are reportedly of a ‘hive-mind’ (a subject I want to go into more detail in my final chapter ‘Thoughts on consciousness’), a species that collectively comes under the governance of a single perceptional consciousness or ‘one mind’. If the abductees contain the light-perception or soul of one of these Greys - as some researchers have speculated, then will the abductee hear the rest of the Grey ‘hive’ at intervals in their life? Could the personalities of alien abductees be very similar because they are all in reality of the same perceptional consciousness with the Grey hive? It’s an interesting quandary. In the next chapter you will read of alien abductees speaking as if they are alien in nature, or that they discover this through hypnotic regression. Many abductees ‘feel’ with instinct that they do not belong on Earth, and have in some cases been told during one of their abduction experiences, that they are alien themselves by the beings, and that they are in human form taking part in somekind of ‘grand plan’.

Research into alien abductions is on going and the ‘many voices’ aspect to the abductees’ experiences seem to have a possible link to the hive structure of the Greys. If the abductees are Greys in human form - as many think - including many abductees themselves, then would they still be part of the ‘hive-mind’, and if so, will they hear the ‘many voices’ of the rest of the hive from time to time?