ALIEN ABDUCTIONS: PART FOUR.
You mentioned at the beginning of your communication that you had the sensation of entering the middle of a Kaleidoscope of different colours - what was you doing just before this experience began? You say you have had these kind of experiences all of your life - do these Kaleidoscope colours have specific patterns and shapes? You then went on to describe a typical alien abduction event - would you describe your experiences of the Kaleidoscope and colours as the possible onset of your abduction experiences?
The circles are interesting, especially how they seemed connected to your 'running away' from your predicament. There was a case of a woman from England called Elsie Oakensfield, who during the onset of her abduction in her car whilst driving under a UFO, found herself in total blackness. She then observed on the ground in front of the car, a large round ringed circle of light, it moved in steps around to the left side of her car, and then began to move back on itself towards the front and then eventually to the right-side of her car. The ringed circle of light then appear on the front of a building to her right, and began going up this building in steps, it was almost like she was moving in a downward motion whilst still in her car, and of being in somekind of elevator. I believe this experience of the circles in Elsie's case, was the termination of her experience, I wander if your circles meant something similar?
When abductees are reliving an experience, whether it be through lucid dreaming or flashbacks, the whole or part of the experience tends to be remembered in scrambled pieces i.e., the beginning of the actual experience may be remembered last, or the actual ending may be remembered first. It's all about unscrambling the memory or flashback - sort of like putting together the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle - the picture is there but in a scrambled disorderly fashion. I have had to do this many times with people and their experiences in order to get a clearer picture of what could or did take place - my elderly Aunt being a recent case. To many researchers these visually scrambled lucid dreams or flashbacks don’t make sense, and are quickly forgotten without the effort to understand and interpret them.
I find your skin condition interesting, not least because of your brother having the same condition. Are the circles that appear on your body perfect in their form? And is there a specific part of your body that they appear more frequent?
StarSeeker’s reply:
I am happy to respond to your questions, It feels good to know that there are people around the world who have had similar experiences. I don't really have a good network of support over here so its always good healing for me to be able to share these experiences:
"What was you doing just before this experience and sensation began. You say you have had these kind of experiences all of your life - do these Kaleidoscope colours have specific patterns and shapes?"
Usually these sensations occurred as I was going to sleep. I don't get those sensations anymore though. But I could see them behind the lids of my eyes immediately after closing them. I would get dizzy and light headed if I tried to fight it. I would stand up quickly but be off balance. Sometimes I fell off the bed.
As for the shapes or patterns I can't recall, but I do recall the pattern being stretched. But my first response to that question would be square or rectangle stretched out of shape - mostly I recall the lights rather than the pattern. It was all colours.
"When abductees are reliving an experience, whether it be through lucid dreaming or flashbacks, the whole or part of the experience tends to be remembered in scrambled pieces, i.e. the 'beginning' of the actual experience may be remembered 'last' in the recollection, or the actual ending may be remembered first. It's all about unscrambling the memory or flashback, sort of like putting together the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, the picture is there but in a scrambled disorderly fashion."
This is exactly what I call it: missing pieces to the puzzle. I want to find closure and find all the missing pieces and put them together. And yes, I do agree with you, because when I started to think more about my experiences, my memory was chopped. It wasn't until 1995 that my brother and me sat down and talked about what we remembered. Together we put the pieces to some of the actual UFO experience in 1979.
"Are the circles that appear on your body perfect in their form? And is there a specific part of your body that they appear more frequent?"
When I first started getting them, they were perfect circles - they resembled cigarette burns and it did burn my skin. Sometimes the area gets inflamed and I could actually feel heat from my skin on the area of my outer leg where it formed a patch of dry peeling skin. The areas of my body that are affected more are under my armpits and the inner parts of my arms down to my elbows – also the areas around my thighs and stomach. I do have a couple of odd single ones on my chin. After the inflammation leaves and it seems to heal, it leaves a scar. I've contacted the local university on a new study on skin conditions that they are researching and are looking for volunteers to help them.
StarSeeker
StarSeeker’s skin condition may or may not be connected to her alien abduction experiences - so too with her younger brother, but she is not alone when she speaks of body marks seemingly left by the beings after their examination or testing on the abductee. StarSeeker’s body marks are unique in the fact that they are persistent, and will not be healed from her body. It is also the fact that they take on the form of a ‘rash’, where as the body marks on the majority of alien abductees seem to be solitary or clustered together at a certain location on their body. The majority of strange marks found on the body of abductees after their abductions are usually in the form of ‘scoop’ marks - as if a layer of skin about an inch or so in length had just been removed, leaving an indentation. The other marks include dots, circles, triangles and ‘grid’ patterns made up of dots.