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ALIEN ABDUCTIONS: PART FIVE.

Below is a further communication from StarSeeker, where she writes of a UFO sighting, and of possible after effects caused by it’s presence:

It wasn't until the year 2000 that I decided to share my experiences. I rarely spoke about them to people around me because of the fears of ridicule. Whenever the topic would come up, I would first find out what their views are about the subject of UFO's and Alien Abduction. Only a select few family and friends members knew of my experiences, and it’s only been recently that I've decided to find answers. All my life I have wanted to know what was happening to me!

In 1979 my family and I lived in a small northern community on my paternal grandparents land off the Wabasca Lake. We lived in a small trailer about 40 feet away from my grandma's house. I was 7 years old, my brother was 6 and my baby brother was 9 months old.

On October 7, 1979, my father was on an overnight hunting trip across the lake, and my mother was going out for a few hours in the early evening (she went to bingo). My 14 year old cousin (0n my mom's side of the family) was baby-sitting us that night.

I was sitting on the couch with a pillow beside me. My baby brother was in his walker and my other brother was sitting across from me with my cousin. Next thing I remember is seeing lights hitting the trailer walls. I started to hear a faint humming which got louder and louder by the second. I looked outside and saw a huge craft of some kind hovering right above us--its size covered my grandparents’ house and our trailer.

I recall the sound being so ear-piercing that I couldn't block it out with my hands. We were all screaming and crying. My cousin kept running back and forth to the window and the kitchen, and she didn't know what to do. Her fear and screams frightened me more. I could also hear my baby brother crying hysterically, to which I covered my head with the pillow. My brother recalls the trailer shaking violently. He says that's when we all started screaming. (I don't recall this).

The next thing I remember is looking across to see where my brother was – but I couldn’t see him anywhere. My cousin and I started screaming for my brother because the door was now open. I thought maybe he had run out, but I was too scared to do anything.

I then remember looking out of the window at the craft, which was now hovering above the lake - approx. 150 yards away. It was a saucer shaped craft with a belt of coloured lights circling the midsection. As the craft hovered the bright lights shined outwards.

I remember us all still crying when my mom walked in. I remember thinking that she came home early, and maybe she saw the UFO. We told her what had happened and she looked at us all strangely, but she was more concerned about my baby brother who was not well as he still sat in the walker. My mom was asking us about what was going on, and of what was wrong with Stevie. She picked him up and started to pace back and forth in the kitchen, trying to console him.

My mom yelled out 'Stevie, what's wrong!’ I looked over at him from behind my pillow and I saw that his eyes were white. He was gasping for breath and he started to shake. My mom yelled at my cousin to go get my grandma, but she was already coming over to our place. My mom tried to do CPR, because he stopped breathing. She handed him over to my grandma and she couldn't do anything either. We all ran crying and scared to my grandparents’ home, where I saw them lay my brother on the kitchen table. My aunt was visiting for the weekend and they all tried to get him to breathe. Finally, my aunt revived him and they rushed him to the nearest hospital, which was 150 km away.

Apparently, my aunt said that strange white foam came out of his mouth so thick that she had to scoop it out. She never saw that before and it wasn't anything like the typical seizure foam caused by saliva. When she told the doctor at the emergency, he replied with the comment 'it could have been a reaction to an aspirin.’ But my brother wasn't given an aspirin, as he wasn't sick before this experience.

My brother is now 23 years old, and he may be suffering side affects from that night. He has a learning disability, and after an assessment the doctors say he has dyslexia, and has a hard time concentrating.

My other brother and I talk about this once and a while to see what we remember and if there is anything else that we can recall.

Since then, I've had several 'dreams' that I can not explain - feelings, pains and fears. I also suffered from insomnia, and of strange sensations before falling asleep.

StarSeeker

The above written by StarSeeker is a conscious memory unaided by hypnosis, and could possibly be the onset of an alien abduction event. The lights and sounds that were heard during the UFO’s presence in the area could suggest that something more was taking place other than a UFO observing the local terrain. I replied to StarSeeker inquiring about any ‘one’ possible incident in her life that was either life threatening, or that changed her whole outlook on life, this was her response:

To answer your question about a life-threatening situation, I felt that this event was life threatening to me. I remember thinking that I was going to die that night - from fear. However, I did have an experience in 1996 in which it changed my outlook on life.

I went through a native healing circle. In this circle I learned a lot about my native Cree heritage, and it was a re awakening for me, however it did bring back a lot of pain from my childhood. This circle opened up some doors from my past that I had kept closed all my life (dealing with sexual abuse in my childhood and teen years by uncles). For some reason I couldn't get out of a depression which had stopped me from 'living'. I felt that I couldn't share some of the issues with my husband or parents, so I wrote everything down. At the time I was angry at the healing circle for bringing back all of my memories - and of feeling ashamed and hurt. But what I didn't realize is that I cried for 2 weeks because I had kept in all that pain and hurt for so long. (I didn't realize that I was 'healing' myself by crying - letting all the childhood fears out - this was a secret that no one knew - I never told my parents)

One night, as I lay in bed sobbing uncontrollably, I prayed for peace of mind and peace in my heart. This wasn't like me to dwell on past issues, so I prayed for help. I felt darkness all around me, my heart was heavy, my mind was not in the right place - it was stuck in my past, stuck in a well of all my fears, pain and memories.

As I lay there I heard a voice that said 'Embrace it'. I then found myself standing on a cliff with an old native man dressed in traditional clothing - he had a headdress and a pipe in his hand. The sky was clear blue and I could feel a gentle breeze on my skin. I saw myself on this cliff with this old man. I held on to myself - I hugged myself and I felt I was holding my inner child and hugging her to say ‘its ok!’ Then the old man said 'release it'. He put his pipe in the air, and I raised my hands up in the air. I felt all the pain, all the negativity leave my body and out my fingertips! I felt this heavy weight lift from my heart and I felt all my pain and darkness disappear.

I then found myself back in my bed. I was so amazed as to what just happened to me that I stood up and smiled. All my bad feelings were gone! From that day forward, I never looked back at my past in the way of hurt.

From this experience I grew and learned so much about myself and about life. I learned that Life is an adventure and that some times we have to take in what life throws us, but we eventually have to let it out. I also learned that I was more connected to the spirit world than I thought. I also learned that we are all taken care of in some way or another. I didn't know this elder who helped me through my pain and hurt of my inner child--but I feel he is a part of me.

Since this experience, I have felt very confident in helping others who have dealt with similar childhood abuses in the family. To my surprise, 90% of my female cousins and aunts have suffered childhood abuses from the same uncles. I have helped them deal with it, and in sharing my story about my near nervous breakdown and borderline depression, and what happened to me overnight - was a story, which helped my cousins.

As I mentioned before, my abuses never 'bothered' me in my adult life--I always lived life to the fullest and never looked back. But one day, after the healing circle, I was forced to look back, and that I couldn't turn around again until I dealt with my past. Very strange what an event can do to change a persons perception of life. (This wasn't UFO related, but it was a life changing event for me - however, I feel I've been through a lot of life changing experiences - could be why I feel much older than I am)

StarSeeker.

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