Below is a communication from a woman named ‘Lily’, who can only remember fragments of her experiences. Lily’s memories although seemingly vague, ties in with much of the abduction material that other alien abductees have reported.
I've been thinking! When I was little around 10 years old or so I kept having daytime hallucinations, which up to now I've just thought they were weird, but do you think they have any other significance? The following points below of 1 to 3 I sort of know what they are, but didn't know if the last 3 have any connection to the first 3?
1. A silhouette of a small being outside the glass of my bedroom door.
2. A white mist beside my bed and a voice saying something about my wardrobe.
3. A huge two-dimensional image of an eagle type bird in the doorframe of the hallway outside my bedroom.
4. Three-dimensional image of two faces hovering above me when I was chatting to my sister in our bedroom.
5. Three-dimensional image of a space invader game (in my bedroom).
6. Three-dimensional image of a frog (again in bedroom).
Even though these were all seen in or around my bedroom they were not all seen at my bedtime. They all lasted for several minutes.
Another one I remember is when I was sitting in our lounge just looking out of the window - I glanced up and saw a parachute dropping down over some houses. I called my mum but she couldn't see it. I didn't hear of anybody getting stuck on someone's roof so I guess I must have hallucinated that too!
My sister and I did see a big UFO together when we were younger (outside our bedroom window again!) so I can be sure I didn't dream that up!
Anyway, these are just some of the experiences that occurred when I was younger.
The eagle type bird that Lily witnessed in the doorframe has been reported by other abductees, and should not be excluded from their accounts so easily. Many experiencers have reported the serpent or phoenix symbols on the chest of the Greys - and the eagle, phoenix and serpent play a powerful role in the lives of the alien abductees. One abductee would have experiences of flying, and of literally transforming into the phoenix. Betty Andreasson Luca, a New England abductee, experienced the phoenix and it’s transformation during one of her abduction events. Can the image of the serpent, eagle or phoenix guarding the door, be a symbolism for the transformational nature of the abductee, and perhaps for the whole Grey species in general? Is it significant that the Greys have the Serpent or phoenix as their emblem or insignia? The symbolism these two creatures represent is ‘renewal’. The serpent or snake sheds it’s skin in an act of renewal. The phoenix is a bird that is constantly being reborn from the ashes of it’s previous lives. Could the symbolism of these two creatures be a clue to the nature of alien abductions?
Lily’s childhood observation of the small being standing outside the glass door could be a memory from the beginning of a possible alien abduction. With the majority of abductees who suffer amnesia with their experiences, the only conscious recollection will be the ‘onset’ of the abduction - this probably acts like a ‘memory marker’ to further hidden memories. It is the eagle-like bird (phoenix?) in the doorframe in the hallway outside of Lily’s bedroom that is another repeated experience for abductees. Usually there comes a point within their experiences where they are faced with an open door with either a serpent or eagle type bird guarding it. It is almost like the door is an initiation for the abductee. It is the fact that abductees are led through the door and into another dimension or environment that suggests a ‘beginning’ or something ‘new’ for them. Some abductees have even been told that they were not ready to go through the guarded door at the specific time of their experiences - whilst others have been escorted through.
In my own experience of the ‘initiation door’ - if indeed it was -I remember one early evening in the mid-eighties of baby-sitting for my elder sister. I was sitting down whilst playing computer-chess. The youngest nephew and niece were in front of me playing happily and contented on the carpet with some sort of game. The eldest niece was standing against the wall - seemingly content also. The family had a boxer dog, which was out at the time - which in itself is unusual because he is usually inside, but on this particular occasion however I had decided to put him out for whatever reason!
Whilst sitting in the chair my eyes moved to the window - and followed something in. Whatever it was it could not be seen, and yet I sensed it’s arrival through the windowpane and into the living room. It seemed to stop and hover above the sofa. I shrugged this off as a daydream, and continued with my game of chess. Minutes later the elder niece began to act peculiar - she walked-up to the two youngest, and with her feet began to disrupt the game-board with it’s game-pieces. I asked her what she thought she was doing, and that she must stop and leave them to play in peace. She ignored me however, and so I sent her to her bedroom. No sooner had I told her to go to her room, than the two youngest rose to their feet and followed her up the stairs to their own bedroom! It usually took a long time for these children to go to their rooms when told, but on this occasion they went without the slightest hesitation.
Now all the children were upstairs, I continued with my game of computer chess within an empty living room. As I began to become absorbed in the chess game, the hall door clicked open and proceeded to open slowly wide. I remember looking under the legs of the chair that was in front of the door, half expecting to see the dog walk in. I then remembered that the dog had been put out nearly an hour before. I thought of the children, but remembered that I’d checked on them earlier, and they were all in their bedrooms. I walked over to the hall-door with a slight nervousness, and closed it, all the time glancing inside as I did so. After closing the door I sat down and continued the game of chess. A few minutes later the hall-door clicked open once again, and like before it opened slowly wide. I remember just staring at the door, but at the same time blaming the ‘draft’ in the hallway for forcing the door open. I again closed the door and returned to my seat. At this point I thought to myself, ‘if the door opens again, I will go to it before it opens wide.’ No sooner had I thought those words than the door did indeed click open. I jumped-up out of my seat and began to walk to the now opening door. As I got to the middle of the room the door stopped ajar – almost as if it were responding to my actions! I stood in the middle of the living room just looking at the door - wandering to myself about what could be taking place. It is at this point that I remember saying for self-amusement, "Come on in then!" The door then swung wide open, and in scurried half-a-dozen small dwarf like figures. Their faces were hazy, as if I was being prevented from looking at them clearly. They came and stood at my right side, at which point I saw that one of them was taller by about a foot. It is then that things became even more bizarre
After the small figures had come out of the hallway, and were stood by my right side, an elderly gentleman wearing a white suit, a white trilby hat and possessing a walking cane, came out from the hallway and walked over to the bottom of the stairs. During this experience I was completely paralyzed except for my eyes. As the man in white stood at the foot of the stairs, I rolled my eyes to the left to see my elder niece halfway down the stairs, she seemed to be kicking-up a fuss while the man in white was holding her back with the walking cane. I then moved forward with the beings as if on a conveyor belt through the hall-door and into a circle of white light. I then next remember of being in a white room, and of observing what seemed to be a young man in a black leather jacket. He came in through a door, and seemed to go to the wall ahead of me and begin to be busy with some sort of controls - all the while he kept his back to me. I remember thinking to myself, ‘He’s ignoring me!’ As if he had read my thoughts – he turned around and began to walk towards me. I also remember that there was a female now standing at my right side. The female seemed to be wearing blue dungarees, and a white head turban bowed at the front. She had blond hair, and looked at me with what appeared to be a semi smile tinted with amusement. I felt slightly ashamed, due I think to her knowing all about my life and me. I don’t know why I feel this - I just do. The young man was now facing me. He had black hair, blue jeans and a white T-shirt. This is where the conscious memories end.
I realize that the individuals I saw in this white room could have been screen memories of the alien beings I were involved with. I have never received hypnosis, because of the nervousness of the experience - and also of my apprehension of what may be relived. I feel no malevolence from these interactions, on the contrary, I feel ‘kinship’ and ‘family’. These feelings are the greatest confusion for me, and in my research into alien abductions I have come across other abductees who have the same feelings as I towards the beings.
